Monday, February 4, 2008
Bring on the pain...
There's nothing left to do or say at this point. I called Jessica last night. She confirmed everything Jasmine had told me. I got off the phone with her and broke down in tears no matter how much I told myself that I wasn't going to. Lila had to come and get me I was so hysterical. Somebody make this go away. There's something going on between Mr. Wrong and Alyssa. She's not with Joey anymore. My heart feels like it is shattered. I don't mean anything to him. He didn't mean any of those things he said to me. I feel so stupid for crying. But, I can't help it. I have to hold tight and know that one day all of this will make sense, even though I don't understand any of it at this point... At this point I am just crushed and completely devestated... It's going to take awhile for me to get over this one, if I ever do...
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I know how you feel. Exactly, actually. And I hate it.
But, don't give up completely. You don't know for sure that he was lying when he told you he cared. He could be simply confused; I don't know how many times that has happened to me. Like, when a guy is scared of what their feelings will turn into, so they run; they screw everything up; and it's them that end up getting fucked -- not you.
Maybe, just.. don't lose all hope. But don't wear your heart on your sleeve either, because it'll get kidnapped, or rather heartnapped, and finding another will be difficult. ♥
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